Bila Tiba Masanya-Kembali

Bila tiba masanya,
Semuanya akan berakhir
Seperti akhirnya bicara pujangga

Bila tiba masanya,
Semuanya akan diambil,
Hembusan nafasku akan ditarik
Jantungku akan berhenti berdengup

Bila tiba masanya,
Akan datang MalaikatMu menjemputku
Akan dililit tubuhku dengan kain putih itu
Akan diusung jenazahku ke pusara

Bila tiba masanya,
Tiada Engkau melambatkan atau menyegerakan
Segalanya telah dirancang dengan sempurna
Sebelum keluarnya aku dari rahim ibuku

Bila tiba masa itu,
yang hampir dekat padaku,
takkan aku mampu berlari lagi

Bila tiba masa itu,
tiada apa yang ku pinta
melainkan ringankanlah peritnya sakaratul mautku itu
mudahkanla lafaz syahadah ku padaMu

Sebelum tiba masa itu,
izinkan aku mencari bekalan lagi
mengungkap kata taubah ku
agar berat dacing timbalan kanan ku nanti
agar mudah ku miniti sirat mu kelak
agar tidak tercampak aku ke neraka jahanamMu

Dan bila tiba masanya,
akan aku kembali ke asal ku
kerana JanjiMu bukan dusta
melainkan Benar dan Pasti


Salam, how's everyone..im fine n im back, actually im jus reluctant to blog now, coz i jus dun want..

But i have things to share, sad n happy moments..hahaha

Ok, let starts with sad one n save the best for the last..Firstly, i left Iman for good aft two weeks there..I think my sweetie cutie there deserve someone better n i do think i need to be trained to be a real teacher..im ok to leave the job but i jus too sayang to leave my boys ang gals..haha. But ya, i hope i do dat not only for my self interest..sometimes i do feel im a fickle minded person n i do follow my instinct too much..azi ever said dis "Hidayah is a complicated person yet she knows wat she's doing n hav her vision".. I hope im dat kind of person.. i jus hope im given the patient to continue this journey of rocky path now..

Lets move on, pls dun laugh at me when reading dis coz i heard enuff of ppl laughing at me last wednesday nite..I went to Banquet Raffles to meet my fren, i reached there 1st n decided to go to toilet then..haha..actually no hurry to the ladies. i pushed the door n to my surprise i saw a guy smiling at me...Arggghh..I went to the GENT!!CAN u imagine how malu i was..i quickly apologized n closed the door n went to the ladies.. i stand in front of the closed-door cubicle, n again one lady approached me n said " miss, u can go in, there is no one there"...kwang2..paisehnye, dahla malu yg tad blm abis, here another one..n i heard giggles outside there n heard those guys talking about lady cuming in to the gent..haha
i jus stayed in the ladies for quite sometime n hope i dun bump w dat guy again when im out there..Fortunate enuf for me, i dun see his kelibat...nasib2

Enuf of embarassing n sad moments, let me share the happy part.. u noe wat aft for so long, i got to see someone dat i always wanna meet..Guess who? I saw zulkarnaen zainal - abg zul-uncle zul n watever i should call him..He still look gorgeous n humble as he is..with his G.I haircut, i doubt he will have a long hair jus like before, i saw him with his frens..wonder if he has child or now.. Too bad i jus saw him on my tv screen, kicking the ball..haha..His team TRFC thrashed his former team GUFC 3-2..Double happiness for me ..hehe:)


K, dats all..cu gals..adiozz..take care