Searching for Silver lining in the Dark Clouds

Alhamdulillah,it's weekend..Since im working, weekends are what ive been looking forward..every friday morning, when i go to registry, the admin person say "Yey,it's friday!It seems everyone is looking forward for it..

This week it was haywire for me..haha..as the current volume never goes down, new cases are coming in..first two days, it seems dat we manage to clear most of the old cases, n left the checkers to verify it..but on wed, they ask me to do new task-Pre process cases, arghh!putting the execution aside, i have to update all the pre process cases which are like mountains..can u imagine having to clear 180 cases in 2 hours plus barcoding n file away..i only managed to do 100 only, n feedback to supervisor the unit time is ridiculous!he agreed wit me, but it seems dat Aussie consultants disagree with it n found it's doable..Siou!with the slow system and interruption from lawyers who keeps calling us..

I told my supervisor dat i dont understand why cant i stick to what im doing, & stop asking me do this n dat, maybe im blunt n vocal ,who cares?im not a machine..i need to focus, n they there go, every new allocation they will assign new task - learn and do, n they expect it to be perfect!n just yesterday, they assigned me to handle valuation cases..imagine to absorb everything in 15min trainings aft my office hour..with my cases are left untouch..

hahaha!this is too much for me..im streching myself to the max which i find it good..i learn how to multi task, n just get ready for "surprises"..but at time,im just worn out,lost my focus n just want to get lost!the funny things are, most of the colleagues there ask me to find back up n leave the job, they said im still young n alot of opportunities awaiting for me..they told me that i'll never be happy working in bank..haha..

Having to deal with ol the haywires, i cancel most of my tuitions, only managed to attend 3 sessions instead of 5 sessions..Alhamdulillah, my tutees' parent are flexible & understanding :)

As title stated above im searching n waiting for silver linings in these dark clouds,maybe it is Gold!i believe so, not to worry, i will take it as much n as long as i can..taking dis as learning experiences..afterol, at the end of the day, behind every adversity lies is a blessing in disguise..just have to wait ya!


With Open mind & heart:)


Should i Stay or Go?

Assalamualaikum readers(are there?haha).Finally, hav the chance to blog..have been so tired n under pressure lately..Two weeks in DBS as Bank Executive had made my life quite tough..there i go, blaming the environment of every difficulty in my life though im really aware the problems lie in me..wakaka

What can i say, im still green in workforce n there they go just leave me to swim by myself in the deep pool..hehe.Executing mortgage documents is not dat easy, it requires me to be fast & accurate, if not i will be reliable in disbursing the loans amount that can reach million of dollars..hehe.moreover, i have to execute about 150 cases plus other administrative stuff..
Besides, getting calls from lawyers for the status of their clients' loans can be very annoying..arghh!

Honestly, i cant really take the pressure, n the part where i have to stay after office hour really bothering me coz everytime i need to reshedule my tuitions which i found quite unfair to my tutee..:(

On the contrary, my assistant supervisor n avp told me dat im doing fine n they will assign new task for me..when i knew dat i was like huh?im still coping with the current task n now u're introducing new task to me..isnt dat too fast?i want to be trained n noe about the whole workflow which very crucial for me..

Should i stay or go? should i stay for experience n learn as much as i can since nowadays is nt dat easy to get job n furthermore working life will be the same afterall-PRESSURE..

Should i go ;do something dat i really want to do-get into islamic banking-doing financial planning or find a way to teach or be trained as teacher..its kind of tough. my tutor's parents and zaf ask me to be a full time tutor, but i dun tink it's gd option since im young n i need CPF,maybe will consider dat aft im married..hehe

im really half hearted- thinking bout family i dun really tink is best for me to give up my job n find something dat i really luv to do, but how far can i persevere?Only Allah knows

I really hope the actions taken later will not trouble anyone..n may Allah gives me strength to overcome series of challenges in my life:)

May Allah bless ol of us..Amin