Searching for Silver lining in the Dark Clouds

Alhamdulillah,it's weekend..Since im working, weekends are what ive been looking forward..every friday morning, when i go to registry, the admin person say "Yey,it's friday!It seems everyone is looking forward for it..

This week it was haywire for me..haha..as the current volume never goes down, new cases are coming in..first two days, it seems dat we manage to clear most of the old cases, n left the checkers to verify it..but on wed, they ask me to do new task-Pre process cases, arghh!putting the execution aside, i have to update all the pre process cases which are like mountains..can u imagine having to clear 180 cases in 2 hours plus barcoding n file away..i only managed to do 100 only, n feedback to supervisor the unit time is ridiculous!he agreed wit me, but it seems dat Aussie consultants disagree with it n found it's doable..Siou!with the slow system and interruption from lawyers who keeps calling us..

I told my supervisor dat i dont understand why cant i stick to what im doing, & stop asking me do this n dat, maybe im blunt n vocal ,who cares?im not a machine..i need to focus, n they there go, every new allocation they will assign new task - learn and do, n they expect it to be perfect!n just yesterday, they assigned me to handle valuation cases..imagine to absorb everything in 15min trainings aft my office hour..with my cases are left untouch..

hahaha!this is too much for me..im streching myself to the max which i find it good..i learn how to multi task, n just get ready for "surprises"..but at time,im just worn out,lost my focus n just want to get lost!the funny things are, most of the colleagues there ask me to find back up n leave the job, they said im still young n alot of opportunities awaiting for me..they told me that i'll never be happy working in bank..haha..

Having to deal with ol the haywires, i cancel most of my tuitions, only managed to attend 3 sessions instead of 5 sessions..Alhamdulillah, my tutees' parent are flexible & understanding :)

As title stated above im searching n waiting for silver linings in these dark clouds,maybe it is Gold!i believe so, not to worry, i will take it as much n as long as i can..taking dis as learning experiences..afterol, at the end of the day, behind every adversity lies is a blessing in disguise..just have to wait ya!


With Open mind & heart:)