Should i Stay or Go?

Assalamualaikum readers(are there?haha).Finally, hav the chance to blog..have been so tired n under pressure lately..Two weeks in DBS as Bank Executive had made my life quite tough..there i go, blaming the environment of every difficulty in my life though im really aware the problems lie in me..wakaka

What can i say, im still green in workforce n there they go just leave me to swim by myself in the deep pool..hehe.Executing mortgage documents is not dat easy, it requires me to be fast & accurate, if not i will be reliable in disbursing the loans amount that can reach million of dollars..hehe.moreover, i have to execute about 150 cases plus other administrative stuff..
Besides, getting calls from lawyers for the status of their clients' loans can be very annoying..arghh!

Honestly, i cant really take the pressure, n the part where i have to stay after office hour really bothering me coz everytime i need to reshedule my tuitions which i found quite unfair to my tutee..:(

On the contrary, my assistant supervisor n avp told me dat im doing fine n they will assign new task for me..when i knew dat i was like huh?im still coping with the current task n now u're introducing new task to me..isnt dat too fast?i want to be trained n noe about the whole workflow which very crucial for me..

Should i stay or go? should i stay for experience n learn as much as i can since nowadays is nt dat easy to get job n furthermore working life will be the same afterall-PRESSURE..

Should i go ;do something dat i really want to do-get into islamic banking-doing financial planning or find a way to teach or be trained as teacher..its kind of tough. my tutor's parents and zaf ask me to be a full time tutor, but i dun tink it's gd option since im young n i need CPF,maybe will consider dat aft im married..hehe

im really half hearted- thinking bout family i dun really tink is best for me to give up my job n find something dat i really luv to do, but how far can i persevere?Only Allah knows

I really hope the actions taken later will not trouble anyone..n may Allah gives me strength to overcome series of challenges in my life:)

May Allah bless ol of us..Amin