WeeWee, yup..Nothing much to update, but ya just wanna share my thoughts here..

I spent my weekend w mum,sis, Dzakir and Anaqi at Vivocity..Im not a fan of Vivocity, the mall too huge dat i always get lost..crowded n more in my list..haha.But im nt gg to talk abt shopping malls..But im going to talk abt people here..or specifically this "weird" species named "Guy".
1st, im not being prejudice or making a generalization here..but i jus feel there is common thing they have except for those guys dat are "extraordinary" special and may be going to extinct soon. Im gg to talk abt the common one here bcoz they're the one dat unfortunately i always meet..

As usual, everytime when i go out w anaqi , my attention is more to him rather than the shopping itself..And one thing abt me, i always love to see those toddlers especially boys n i will be crazy starring at them.."cutenye!", "besarnye matenye", "so chubby"! n so on.

There is one part while im waiting for my mum,sis outside Chomel..Alone standing while spotting for cute toddlers,from far there's one guy n his gf walked towards my direction..But i feel annoyed by this guy, he's looking at me..i dun noe him n i dun find him familiar..Initially i dun mind bcoz i tink is ok for anybody to look at somebody else..But i tink he was too much,when he starred and smiled at me..and in my heart i was like "hello, how can u look at ppl like dat n excuse me ur gf is jus next to u"?but ya i dun utter it..

I saw mom approaching me, n i hold her hand tight and moved away..reason being it i thought dat way will make him stop starring at me..at least shows respect to the elders..my trick doesnt work, this guy with so "selamba" playing eyes w me..

I told mum "mak,cepat jalan la..tk senonoh la", i asked mom is there something on my face or dress?mom replied everything perfectly fine.

Wat i can conclude maybe this guy never sees "an alien" like me before and he's so rude!Wow, how can u do dat when ur partner jus bside u?miang, mentel, meremang bulu roma!bukan la nk ckp ape kan, tap kan kurang sopan cara sebegitu..klu dpn gf da brani buat, aperlagi blakang gf..Mungkinkah lelaki ni terlalu lemah pandangan mereka?or itu mungkin memang da menjadi "part" of guys.

Most importantly, what i want to remind myself here and to whoever reading dis is always lower our gaze..in fact there's verse in Quran to remind us on this..Eyes can be root of evils.

I always love to see handsome, sweet guys (in my definition). Hati mcm terpesona melihat wajah kacak mereka..tap i'll always try to remind myself dat im jus praising and astonish w Allah's creations..ok kan..hehehe

I always remember this saying by most asatizah "Pandangan pertama itu rezeki untk melihat kebesaran ciptaan Allah, tapi pandangan yg kedua itu merupakan dorongan nafsu" . Pedas betul tapi itulah hakikat.

So the golden rule: is to train our eyes to lower our gaze ol the time. Or if it's too hard, maybe for a start "See once den lower your gaze"!heee.The former is the best, as for the latter-it's my "recommendation"..heee


To my gfs who have bfs, just ensure that their eyes dont wander arnd..and to my dear gfs who looking for bfs or life partners, find those "extraordinary special" one. insyaAllah, there's still a few left for us..hehe

But before we can hav dat "extraordinary special" one, i guess we jus hav to be one..rite?!