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Lets Make This Happen

2009-02-16T22:20:00.006+08:00

Lets Make this Happen!!!

To Aish,Zaf,Shaheed and Azi

As discussed(tho azi missed it),we're planning to go Holidays to Pulau..As aish and me have did a basic research -we narrow our research on islands in Johor and Terengganu..is best if we could go to terengganu- tho there will be long journey if we take the bus. but if we're keen to go there,we'll work on it..Aish n me hav discussed that we nd to tighten the budget- so we will work on budget of $400 includes transport,accomodation,activities n mementos..mainly the objectives of this short trip are relaxing and try water activities..

To zaf and azi,
i noe it seems hard to convince ur parents,but ya we'l give a short if both of u are keen about this (i noe u're)..even aish n me have a mock dialogue (aish-parents, n me-planner)..hahaha.dats why the most important thing is to have a detailed plan..so ol our parents will be conviced to let us go for a short gateway..

Here the shortlisted islands..just have the rough idea about it..if we have choose one,den we'll den look for better package..but the activities n price are mainly around there..will be LESS but not more..definetely we'll go for best price without trading off the quality of the trip..

so ya i nd ur response..tentatively we'll go in june..either fri-sun or sat-mon..check out ur timetable k

Destination State/Hotel Main Activities Price Others

Pulau Perhentian Besut,Terengganu Snorkeling,Night Entertainment RM360 All meals,gear included,air con room,BBQ.

Pulau Lang Tengah Merang,Terengganu Snokeling,Jungle trekking RM310 All meals,gear nt included,Air con room,BBQ.

Pulau Redang Merang, Terengganu Deep and Park Snokeling RM 455 All meals,BBQ/Buffer,gear not included.air con&fan.

Pulau Tenggol Dungun,Terengganu Snokeling RM370 All meals,fan and hot shower only,gears included.

Pulau Gemia Marang,Terengganu 60 mins use of kayak,half day usage of snok gear,1 guided snok session RM 525 No lunch,Air con.

Pulau Kapas Marang,Terengganu Snok RM 300 Air con,all meals included.

Pulau Pemanggil Mersing,Johor Islands Hoping and Indoor activities RM320 All meals-buffet.snok gear not included.

Pulau Tioman Paya Resort,Johor Snokeling RM 250 All meals,gear nt included.Air con
Berjaya Tioman Beach Snokeling RM 515 No lunch,air con.

Pulau Sibu Tanjong Leman,Johor 2 activities RM 645 All meals,Air con.

Pulau Tinggi Tanjong Leman,Johor Snok,Short Trek,Fireflies trekking RM 360 All meals,exclude gear.air con

More Info-Pulau-Pulau!

Law of Autosuggestion

2009-02-11T21:34:00.013+08:00

Law of Autosuggestion

If you think you are beaten,you are,
If you think you dare not,you dont
If you like to win,but you think you cant,
It is almost certain you wont.

If you think you'll lose,you're lost
For out of the world we find,
Success begins with a person's will-
It's all in the state of mind.

If you think you are outclassed,you are,
You've got to think high to rise.
You've got to be sure of yourself before
You can ever win a prize.

Life's battles dont always go
To the stronger or faster man
But soon or late the one who wins
Is the one WHO THINKS HE CAN!

P/s:Reminder to myself n ol- Have faith,back by burning desire,translate it into maximum efforts and return all hopes to Him.n it will be translated into Magnificent achievements.

So when you have finished(your occupation),devote yourself for Allah's worship.And to your Lord(Alone) turn(all your) intention and hopes.
(94;7-8)

2009-02-10T21:03:00.006+08:00

Fun after work

It's no denial that u feel very lethargic after work..n it'll will be dull if u just do a routine activities everyday;mon-fri-work,home,sleep.im trying to manage my weekdays by doing alot of things-means meet frens,run errands,go classes,tuition,readings n etc..u'll feel sense of achievement when u can maximize the 24hrs..im still working on to maximize it..n ya now i dun wait till wkdays to do all my stuff..in fact u'll feel more pressure if u schedule everything on the wkends.

n yup..yesterday people love to say it's Monday Blues..But not for us the fun-happy five gd frens..i organized a meet up with my SP close frens-Raudhah,Lydia,Ivan n Sharon..i have not seen them almost a year haha..so it was a bit thrill for me to meet them..

n ya we're still the same-jovial-nonsense jokes-haha.But the diff is now i can see that we're now more mature,we have goals to work on.im happy to have them as fren-they are very positive n self-driven..n for sure all these positive elements will tanspire to me:)

especially my close guy fren-Ivan-he is Money-driven..our center of conversation is either about money or religion..n ya he posed to me a very important question which i dun have a detail answers.."Is Islam allow u to be rich?how?since all the financial mechanism are not Halal?".i told him that Islam encourages us to be rich but in proper ways.thats all i answered..haha.He told me that Islam is very strict,n i told him it's not..n life is not all about money..u need to have balance in values n financial wealth..haha. we always have constructive arguements but we still able to respect each other views..n yup im going to find detail answer about Being Rich in Islam..coz Islam is certainly a way of life:)

All of us decided to meet up again in March, n Raudhah will do the planning-outdoor activities:)

So till then,enjoy the pics

Working Ladies-we looked sluggish tho-Lydia in HSBC while Raudhah in Credit Suisse

Ivan-currently in NS-gg NUS soon,Sharon in SIM

Frens Forever

2009-02-07T23:02:00.007+08:00

Fun @ Work.

Alhamdulillah,im Great n work is Fun..i read one article in Today about a survey done in America stated that employees looking for humour at work and hope that their employers take things slightly easy at times.

n i believe im one of the lucky employee to work under firm yet fun lady boss.Though we're in Legal department where most of the times are pressed by the suits and deadlines, but my French ladyboss seems to know how to handle ol these serious stuff..n with a very positive assistant manager,it makes our dealings with litigations and compliance more smoother.

Having our own room since we're dealing with sensitive issues,we always kick off the days by jokes..Normally my ladyboss will share her silly jokes about her kids,n definetely it's funny and lift our spirit to continue reading the pile of cases.i'll doze off if both of them dont crack any..they love to share their stories n dats make us comfortable working with each other..n the manner of saying "thank you" of every little things we do,it makes us feel appreaciated n keep on moving..Yesterday,she said this to us "thank you ladies for bear with me, i really appreaciate that"n being part of them,i feel so GREAT having such a GREAT boss.

Beside my boss n her assistant,there are 2 French guys-private banker n broker who really make us laugh our heart out. they're very concern n love to tell us jokes.

In the nutshell,i feel Happy working here..very balance--i learn more on how to organize n prioritize..n im learning from these 2 wonderful ladies..

n ya..Alhamdulillah,ive more reason to be happy coz they've extended my contract..:)

@desk in legal dept office-btw i gain 4kg since im working here..hahaha

2009-01-28T11:30:00.009+08:00

What is Happening to the World!!!

Should be wondering why im posting an entry when im supposed to be at work and do reports at this time..

I woke feeling not so good-something crossed my mind but i simply ignored it and made my way to work..On my way,i saw this group of students at about 8.15am.."shud they be school by now?"i thought..suddenly these youngters broke the silence..one of them threw a bottle of coke to his guyfren,but FORTUNELY he managed to avoid the hit and UNFORTUNATELY it hit his girlfren..n started all the vulgarity and commotion..wow,these students are different from my era..i start to worry about my bro who will soon be in school..i composed my worries by made a personal promise i will see him tru his adolensence.

I continued my way to MRT but ended up in CLINIC for wat a reason i called "a pure carelessness".while waiting my turn,saw this Butch lesbian couple sat in front of me..im not too bothered by them since ive seen alot of these couples EVERYWHERE.but what despise me -this sickening couples-the most was their unethical behaviour in PUBLIC.It's still within my tolerance if they just smooching-coz they're "lover",but it disgust me when they do more than that.i try to concentrate on my reading, but the "eerie" sounds they made from their excitement out of the "Game",distracted my focus from the pages..my only hope then was their number being called soon..God heard my cursing, n soon they're off..the 1st sentence i uterred once they left was "God,what's happening to the world now"?

i managed to get back "into the wild" and immersed myself in the nature before my number being called..n ya "A pure carelessness" has made me pay for the price..dr prescribed me with painkiller n vitamin n mc(which i dun feel gd about it)..But ya i nd to learn from my mistake n get back on track..the power is within me..turning every mistake into GOLD!! n taken from one of the quotation "in life it's not necessarily to be STRONG but to FEEL STRONG"!

SO ppl i encourage u to watch this movie based on true account "Into the wild".R rated for nudity and vulgarity..but ya the messages are clear..parents shud watch this too.

Watch Full!

2009-01-26T21:35:00.009+08:00

Feeling Great!!!

Alhamdulillah,get the time to post an entry now..but hopefully this will not be outdated..hehe,since im gg to summarize my days for the 4th week of January

So here ALL the GREAT things I have done.

Mon-Fri (9am-6pm)

As normal,doing my works at the office..I LOVE my job..maybe too good to be true..but that's FACT..Besides having a very gd Ladyboss n nice colleagues..im enjoying doing all the appointed task..From reports,KYC checks,collating proof for court's inspection and this week my assistant manager asked me to prepare materials/case studies for internal training. In a nutshell,u dun hear me complain about my job..Maybe becoz my job is just too good or Im THINKING VERY POSITIVE about it..The latter should be more accurate.

Mon-Fri (after work)
Basically,i go home straight after work..for this week,yup..i managed to send resumes to 2 companies and find more information about P1 registration-so yup dzakir falls on the last phase category..we already about 70% agree of the school to enrol him.

On wednesday,aft attending tasawuf class,met aish for dinner..nothing much but just catched up with each other..

On Friday, made my way to Orchard after work..the plan is to get assessment book for my tutee and books for myself.Dissappointed coz Popular@ Orchard is no longer there..i think it's affected by the construction of the new shopping mall..So ya after magrib,headed to my fav bookstore KINOKUNIYA-intended to buy books for myself but have none in mind..got a book for a fren 1st,den browsing for mine..Bumped into Ridhwan (my pre-u classmate)..n definetely our focus of conversation is MWTI(our school) abt the psle,the teachers,management etc..before we end,he recommended me to read The Messenger..so yup I picked 2 books for myself..i dun tink so it's impulse buying-- i categorized it as important but Not Urgent..hehe.but ya cant resist it..

I thought of going home straight after that,but I was hungry..had Creamy-based spaghetti at Delifrance..While eating,i remember that i forgot to buy book for Dzakir..hw can dis slip of frm my mind..I decided to head to Borders to get a book for him..Picked up a Phonic books for him to aid his reading..den it strucked my mind of the book that i want to read..so i told myself if the book on shelf,i will grab it..FORTUNATELY/UNFORTUNATELY, it's THERE..so i guess u noe what i did..hehe

MY GOOD "Companions"

Saturday & Sunday

I did run my errands on Saturday-went to SingPost,bought stationery for Dzakir..spent my time with Dzakir reading with him..and went to mosque in the evening for awakening talk..

Sun-simply relax,read and watched free online movie-Into the Wild

Alhamdulillah,i find myself feel GREAT and Positive.Hopefully will continue feeling this way!!It's my Choice anyway!

Btw I miss him-Dzul Anaqi..Hopefully he'll come this week.Looking forward to play with him

I left u with a quotation "Happiness is only REAL when Shared" . So people,spread ur LOVE!!

Keep Holding On

2009-01-22T20:22:00.003+08:00

Keep Holding On!

This week is definetely a week to remember even for lay men like us..On 21th Jan 2009(Spore time),the world watched Barrack Hussein Obama took his oath to become the 1st Black person to be America's President..i Tink the people are delighted and putting hope on him to Bring Changes as promised during the Campaign..Me personally feel a great relief that he's taking over from Bush-hopefully he can put a Full Stop of what's happening in Gaza, n definetely implement new regime to boost the economy..i tink One Big Mistake that Bush has done during his legacy was to use so much of their national reserve to supply to BANKS..n now one after another ended in winding up or acquisition..

Back to local issue n something closer to us is definetely the announecement of 2009's Budget.Everyday i read newspaper, the news keep reiterate that economie is worsening..the trough seems to be the deepest and sharpest than 97's financial crisis..n most important n worrying us is the prolonged recession that we have to face..Wow!!!suddenly ol this BIG issue becomes so important to us as it affects our bowl of rice..But i think we should be grateful that our Gov still lending it's hand to help us to stay prudent..n yup Finally the National Reserves will be utilize substantionally- since our independence- to ensure our Survival..

Being part of ol these, n seeing ol the overwhelming facts,it makes me more or less worrying of the future ahead..But ya being a Muslim, i believe as long as we keep on working hard,stay postive and have faith in Him,insyaAllah,we will face these difficulties with patience and victory..In fact i belive that at times we could just shift our focus from ol the depressing facts and logics, and to start thinking about MIRACLES, coz MIRACLES do happen for those who believe in it..Remember that the universe will conspire with every single of our thoughts?so stay positive n embrace these challenges as another phase of our meaningful life.

So people,dont worry so much..ur provision here is secured..just keep putting ur EFFORT..All these are written by the same Hand--Him-Allah!only to Him we seek protection and guidance.

2009-01-18T23:50:00.006+08:00

Assalamualaikum..Hello!!!I hope everione is fine n GREAT,coz i AM!!Alhamdulillah coz life has been very good and the universe seems to conspiring with every thought dat comes across my mind..so ya,we shud start n always feel positive..coz life will encode everything that we're thinking and feeling..

Alhamdulillah, i had a great day yesterday..Did a nature walk from Mount Faber to NUS..though it's nt as challenging as the Macritchie walk,but i still enjoyed myself after the 5 days in the bustling city..Chirping of Birds,Sound of crushing leave,Blowing of the wind n the falling of the dried leaves..it's simply REFRESHING!!

So ya, at times we just have to take time off from the demanding life,n enjoy the simplicity of nature..n this goes the saying

All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy,
All play and no work makes Jack a mere toy.

2008-06-01T20:00:00.009+08:00

Surviving!!

Hello readers,it has been a long time since i updated my blog..been bz coping with ever changing life i guess.. But ya i tink im coping it well w better perspective on life :) .I guess u just have to remain positive n calm in facing challenges n in fact i tink this is jus another phase in my life as to bring me up to another level.

So yes i leave u with one quotation dat i ever came across "The difficulties of life are intended to make us better, not bitter".

and ya some pictures too to depict dat im Surviving!!!

My Two Lovely Heroes

I simply luv Purple!

The Wedding

Little Sharing

2008-02-26T12:52:00.003+08:00

I was reading a blog entry about "Dakwah Strategies" and i saw an English idiom which is new for me--> "Water off a duck's back" meaning as followed http://www.bartleby.com/59/4/wateroffaduc.html

When i read the entry i relate this idiom with Malay proverb/idiom "bagai mencurahkan air ke daun keladi".

So yes lately ive been trying to relate Malay and English idioms/proverbs, n it's really fun..hehe.

Cinta Monyet aka Puppy Love

2008-02-14T21:20:00.009+08:00

Today is V-day..waterver!!i opened my inbox there were few junk emails about V-day,flipped the newspaper there was some ads of promotions due to dis so-called special day for lovers, switched on news and there was some reports on how lovers celebrate dis day..HAhaha..CrabStick!(dis is my spelling..weeee)

Den i watched my favourite must-see programme "Selamat Pagi Malaysia" and my utmost favourite segment "Islam Hadhari"..and today's topic made me widely smiled which is " Cinta Monyet"-Puppy Love..wakaka..let me share what i can recalled n some of my own inputs.

Ckp melayu lah senang..mudah ckit nak paraphrase..haha

Apa itu definasi cinta monyet?Cinta monyet adalah cinta yg sekejap aje, main2, happy2..yerlah mcm monyet..terkinja2 kesukaan, tergaru2 sebab "kegatalan"..hehe..pandai betul ahli bahasa ni associate cinta yg main2 dgn monyet..hee..berbakti juga monyet dlm istilah bahasa kita..

Normally cinta yg mcm gini tak ada matlamat,hanya untk mengisi kesunyian..sunyi sbb hidup tidak dapat perhatian dari keluarga..atau disebabkan ikut-ikutan..yerlah tgk org ada, kita tkda tergugat lah jugak kan, so aper lagi carilah "teman istimewa"..hehe.n slalunye cinta monyet ini lebih tergolong untk mrk yg awal remaja -12-18 yrs old.

i was laughing n grinning when i listened to the "tazkirah". n i recalled abt my own experience..tada..terdetik dlm hati "cinta aku dulu cinta monyet ke?"wakaka..den i pondered n concluded dat mine was not a puppy love..maybe mine lebih sesuai dikatakan cinta tak kesampaian..haha..sob2..i can say mine is "Cinta Blurr Sotong".satu nak ke kiri, satu nak ke kanan..satu nak ke timur, satu nak ke berat..confused kan tu..buat ape pening kepala?dua-dua angkat kaki, ikutlah haluan sendiri..bukannye give up n tknak menempuh bersama, cume rasanye ader perjuangan yg lebih getir yang harus diutamakan.. soal hati, biar Allah yang pandu..ada jodoh isyaAllah cinta lama boleh berputik semula-mungkin terjumpa di tengah jalan atau terserempak di kutub selatan..klu pun mmg tiada jodoh, yang pasti yg hilang akan berganti,yang patah akan tumbuh..BILA?,SIAPA? itu rahsia ilahi, n kesabaran perisai diri..so dun worry, be happy:).Yang pasti Dia Maha Memberi n yg pasti PemberianNya yg paling "Istimewa" and bererti!

Aper pulak eh istilah cinta those yg da 18 thn keatas tapi tkda matlamat dlm hubungan?hehe.wat the pensyarah said itu kita panggil "Cinta Beruk" atau "Cinta Gorilla"?haha..klakar betul bile didengar..

So the bottomline and reminder for myself n others is bercintalah kerana ianya Fitrah, tap jgn cinta sampai menjadi Fitnah..berkasihlah kerana ianya Suci tetapi jgn sampai kesuciannya Ternoda..batasilah cinta itu dgn Syariat, dan jadikan mencapai keredhaan Allah sebagai Matlamat.

To all lovers:

"Jgn tunggu lama2, nanti lama2 takut TERbanyak dosa".

To the "single" club:

Happy Friendship my dear frens

Cherish ur singlehood!!

InsyaAllah,there will be

BEST one

for

You

SOON!!

Lower Your Gaze

2008-02-11T20:55:00.000+08:00

WeeWee, yup..Nothing much to update, but ya just wanna share my thoughts here..

I spent my weekend w mum,sis, Dzakir and Anaqi at Vivocity..Im not a fan of Vivocity, the mall too huge dat i always get lost..crowded n more in my list..haha.But im nt gg to talk abt shopping malls..But im going to talk abt people here..or specifically this "weird" species named "Guy".
1st, im not being prejudice or making a generalization here..but i jus feel there is common thing they have except for those guys dat are "extraordinary" special and may be going to extinct soon. Im gg to talk abt the common one here bcoz they're the one dat unfortunately i always meet..

As usual, everytime when i go out w anaqi , my attention is more to him rather than the shopping itself..And one thing abt me, i always love to see those toddlers especially boys n i will be crazy starring at them.."cutenye!", "besarnye matenye", "so chubby"! n so on.

There is one part while im waiting for my mum,sis outside Chomel..Alone standing while spotting for cute toddlers,from far there's one guy n his gf walked towards my direction..But i feel annoyed by this guy, he's looking at me..i dun noe him n i dun find him familiar..Initially i dun mind bcoz i tink is ok for anybody to look at somebody else..But i tink he was too much,when he starred and smiled at me..and in my heart i was like "hello, how can u look at ppl like dat n excuse me ur gf is jus next to u"?but ya i dun utter it..

I saw mom approaching me, n i hold her hand tight and moved away..reason being it i thought dat way will make him stop starring at me..at least shows respect to the elders..my trick doesnt work, this guy with so "selamba" playing eyes w me..

I told mum "mak,cepat jalan la..tk senonoh la", i asked mom is there something on my face or dress?mom replied everything perfectly fine.

Wat i can conclude maybe this guy never sees "an alien" like me before and he's so rude!Wow, how can u do dat when ur partner jus bside u?miang, mentel, meremang bulu roma!bukan la nk ckp ape kan, tap kan kurang sopan cara sebegitu..klu dpn gf da brani buat, aperlagi blakang gf..Mungkinkah lelaki ni terlalu lemah pandangan mereka?or itu mungkin memang da menjadi "part" of guys.

Most importantly, what i want to remind myself here and to whoever reading dis is always lower our gaze..in fact there's verse in Quran to remind us on this..Eyes can be root of evils.

I always love to see handsome, sweet guys (in my definition). Hati mcm terpesona melihat wajah kacak mereka..tap i'll always try to remind myself dat im jus praising and astonish w Allah's creations..ok kan..hehehe

I always remember this saying by most asatizah "Pandangan pertama itu rezeki untk melihat kebesaran ciptaan Allah, tapi pandangan yg kedua itu merupakan dorongan nafsu" . Pedas betul tapi itulah hakikat.

So the golden rule: is to train our eyes to lower our gaze ol the time. Or if it's too hard, maybe for a start "See once den lower your gaze"!heee.The former is the best, as for the latter-it's my "recommendation"..heee

To my gfs who have bfs, just ensure that their eyes dont wander arnd..and to my dear gfs who looking for bfs or life partners, find those "extraordinary special" one. insyaAllah, there's still a few left for us..hehe

But before we can hav dat "extraordinary special" one, i guess we jus hav to be one..rite?!

Borders Vs Kinokunya

2008-01-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

Ok let's talk about these two gigantic bookstores..I need feedback from the readers of which bookstore is better..

I did my own "research" of both..& found no much difference. Except the price, im not too sure whether i went to a correct local borders bookstores, but it reflected the price is slightly cheaper den kino..im totally not sure whether dat website is reliable, but if it is, den borders will be a gd choice coz of cost-effective. As for kino, im sure the price is accurate both in website n store, coz i had personally checked it.

As for the ambience, i guess i prefer to go kino..i tink it's more spacious n ez to search for the desired books. As compared to borders, i find it hard to locate the books..maybe my familiarity more to kino.

In term of avaibility of books, based on my online search, all my desired books are available in both stores..definetely the diff is the price-but i need to do physical check for it (for borders)

i tink another diff will be their offers.. i saw this borders offer in which buy 3 for a price of 2 for selected books..im not too sure abt kino as i dun remember seeing any promo during my recent trip to kino.

I guess my next weekend activity will be trip to both stores.the best thing is these two main stores are both located at the same place..so worth the trip..

So readers, any input?i need to noe about the membership card- for kino members- only 10% discount, any borders members here?more discount?

Ok, i guess i need more cash to buy my books tho..i haf dis list of "wanted books" to buy..wakaka.checked it at the library but not all are available..haha.furthermore i jus dun like to borrow books frm the library..it looks old..haha

Yup readers, any good book to recommend?

Happy Reading!!

Pengurusan Qalbu, Ketenangan Abadi

2008-01-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah, me nak ambil kesempatan ini untk berkongsi dgn para pembaca dgn ilmu yg diperolehi.Semoga kita dapat meraih kemanfaatannya bersama.

Sesungguhnya anggota badan kita yg paling termahal dan tinggi nilainya adalah Hati..Baik hati, maka sihatlah kesemuanya, rosak hati maka binasa segalanya dan tidak terasa kebahagian yg didambakan.

Kunci bagi hati yg bahagia hanya ada satu iaitu Allah, krn di situlah seharusnya diletakkan segala pergantungan dan pengharapan. Kerana hanya yg Khalik sahaja bisa menurunkan sakinah ke atas hati kita.

Seharusnya kita perlu mendidik hati kita untk menjadi Hamba Allah, dan bukan Hamba Dunia..krn hanya dgn mengenal dan menyintai Pencipta kita, akan dimudahkan segala urusan .

Jadi, bagaimana menjadi Hamba Allah yg baik?

1) Tekad yg kuat

menjadikan Allah sebagai tempat pergantungan
sesungguhnya Allah tidak akan melupakan hambanya
wlpun menghadapi musibah, yakinlah Allah ada dan pasti ada jalan keluarnya

2) Perbanyakkan taubat

pintu pertolongan Allah datang dari bnyk bertaubat
bagi mereka yang bertaubat, akan dilapangkan dada, dipermudahkan urusannya, mengadakan rezeki dari punca yg tiada disangka
kerana sesungguhnya segalanya mudah bagi Allah
orang yg bertaubat tidak akan memikirkan kesalahan org lain sebelum melihat kesilapannya sendiri

3) Jauhi maksiat

kerana maksiat boleh menghilangkan kemanisan iman
hendaklah menjaga mata (pandangan)
menjaga lisan
menjaga telinga

4) Sempurnakan taat

haruslah kita beri sepenuh perhatian kepada Allah dlm setiap ibadah yg kita lakukan
dilakukan sesuatu ibadah atas sedar dan faham
bila mana kita menyempurnakan taat kita kepada Allah, insyaAllah Allah akan membuat hati kita tenang

5) Sebarkan manfaat

Allah akan menolong orang yang membantu orang lain
ambil kesempatan untuk melakukan kebaikan kepada orang lain ;tidak kira melalui harta, fikiran ,tenaga etc
iklaskan niat; dan tidak mengharap balasan selain ridha Allah

Itulah sedikit sebanyak yg diperolehi daripada forum di masjid darul aman oleh kiayi Aa Gym. Sesungguhnya perkara-perkara ni sering didengar tetapi agak sukar dilakukan dan kita selalu terleka. Justeru sama-samalah kita bermujahadah dan meminta pertolongan Allah supaya diberi kesempatan dan hidayah dlm melaksanakan apa yang diperintahkan. Yg pasti hati akan sentiasa tenang bila Dia di sisi.

Wallahu A'alam

Him by my Side

2008-01-24T18:28:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah,finally i feel so light n enable to breathe.i dun say i haf nothing much to worry or im problem-free, but now insyaAllah i will haf the courage to face the highs n lows of my life.

In has never been easy to go tru the mixed emotions - there's time when u're confident of ur choice u made, but when all the memories flashed n trigger ur brain, the heart seems to break into pieces n u feel helpless n regretting the choices u made..

But when u facing it n continuously seeking His helps, n bit by bit, God takes care of these little pieces of broken heart n mend it in His way..n finally u seeing a rainbow above ur head..n u noe that God always listen.

It's definetely true dat there's no other way to be happy except by following His path..the righteous of all.

Only He knows what best for us n when im alone, I know i have a greater opportunity to be close with Him..When He took what i thought is good for me, He gives me more of what He knows best for me:)

" Love must be sincere, cling to what is good, n hate what is evil"

Only by attaining His Uncoditional Love, other Love will fall in place.

Happy Moments begin with You!

2007-12-26T01:23:00.000+08:00

Happy moments Begin with You

Alhamdulillah, im grateful for the moments n feeling dat im having now..so I hope u ol of u are having great n happy time too..Ok let's me do a quick update on my last 4days of happy moments..n more to come..amin

Saturday- Slow & Steady Day

Haha,attended kenduri at Jurong West..just a small feast tho but hope a blessed one..It's normal ..eat n eat, chat n chat, snap n snap photos..

After dat, headed to changi hospital to visit my grandmas( nenek sedara)..syifa' alaikima..i tink it's rahmat when u visit those who're sick..

n im blessed of having a such big family- n at times im myself feeling so confuse with the numbers of cuzzies i have..n it's ring me a bell dat part of my responsibility n others (i mean the young ones) too to keep the r'ship alives.

Sunday- All out Day..

Met aishah,i thought just returned her camera only n do a free shopping(with the vouchers i hav nw)..But it turned out to be a fun " screaming" day for us..with a gd n yummy food as a headstart..wakaka

At Swenson..haha..semoga dimurahkan n bertambah rezeki kita..Amin

After our Magrib Prayers

Battle of The Karoke "Queens"

Lalalalalala....

Monday- Blues for Healing

Another day spents w my siblings n mum..Went to library- borrowed 8 books (read 3 of it),bought prezzie for faris n syafie (my cuzzies) n bought Dzakir 3 educational DVD to aid his reading- im actually finding ways to teach him how to read..so any suggestion?Doore,i tink ure good in dis..im the one who gets bored whenever i read books to him...haha.
My throats worsened aft the ice kachang n the jelly drinks i had in the evening..

The camera simply loves us..wakaka

Tuesday- Another joyful day

i was down with slight fever n felt very sleepy(coz i slept late the nite before)..Still got majlis to attend (syukur rambut)-my cuzzie's daughter-nur adila (nice name)..another yummy n gd food for me..alhamdulillah. n finally i had a chance to eat "Urap"..sedap..ive been longing for it..

Bless us!

Dats ol for nw

Everytime u fall, pick something!!

2007-12-21T12:56:00.000+08:00

Trip to Kuala Selangor & KL (15th-18th 2007)

Finally a brief update of my trip with Nurhayat. Overall, i enjoyed myself especially at the Homestay..actually i dun mind of staying there truout the trip..n spend time with the villagers n adopted family..At last, away frm bustling city, with much more slow pace n peace place, with nice kampung food..yummmy.. overall 8/10..the 2 marks lost goes to very pack activities we had that in the end time spent w the family was very limited

KL wise, not much different..juz like Spore w much more congested traffic..i dun shop coz they went to shopping mall which the price is more or less the same as here..for Kl, i gav 3/10 --haha

In nutshell, initally i felt like alien joining dis trip..n i did feel dat way truout the trip..but afterol ol dis young kids are so funny n notti too..

So enjoys some of the pics taken..not much tho..

Homes sweet home..have a look on my room..mcm bilik pengantin!!

The food i cant resist..Catfish & pucuk meranti..haha

My adopted family..super duper nice

Darma group n our families

Happy & Crazy moments

2007-11-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Matter of F.A.C.T

Time flies so fast..It's fact..People change..Its fact..Too bad, we simply cant change these facts..

Nowadays, I find that ppl around me are so BZ with their life..Family n friends..BZ with work, boyfriends/girlfriends and exam..Haha..n i do feel so left out..Haha..Do u guys aware that im exist?

Maybe i haf alot of free time to occupy, n i know i haf to fully utilize it, n one of it is to b with my family n friends..yet they are just bz..Thanks for those who haf accompanied me..Maybe dis time arnd, i just haf to stay put,do my own stuff n wait till they quite available,till they dropped by n say hi n asked me out..

Matter of fact, ppl may not haf time for u, by then u just haf to be by urself..Its different, but i tink dis is nature of life..ppl come,ppl go,ppl stop-by etc

For these few days,have been spending time w myself..went to bookstore, town n i tink for couple of weeks i may haf to mend my own bizness..maybe get myself supplements which i should haf taken n yes watching my Bee movie which im longing for..n Visit the dental clinic n ya hunting for my new job..Can anyone suggest me a Muslim Dentist who is gentle enuff to handle my sensitive teeth?haha

Lastly. to ol my frens who are reading this, ol the best for watever thing u are doing; mugging w exams, spending time w boyfriends/girlfriend or searching bf/gf or new job, holidays..Best of Luck & Enjoy urself..

May Allah bless All of You & Family

2007-10-21T18:01:00.000+08:00

Undefined

Im falling in luv w Dr Sheikh Muzafar Shukor..Bless him!

if only i knew

2007-07-26T10:42:00.000+08:00

If only I knew

Wat a day!Woke at 6.30am, time to get ready for work..5 urgent cases to complete, & 3 cases to follow-up today with 102 new cases to attend..No desire to work, just got complaint from VP yesterday for case that was previously handled by ex employee, n i hav to be accountable for that..ape seh!i did follow up with the law firm yesterday, ended up it was jus a small matter, why made it so big?Alhamdulillah, i managed to settle it.Another complaint, came in the evening- lost document-again, get shooted!acknowledgements have nt been updated for long time-reason being we have no time, n the volume of legal docs are overwhelming;where we should attend it first..Alhamdulillah, managed to find the "lost" doc ,as if i was the one who did the batching on that day..it can be anione,but why me who hav to search high n low..watever!

all these had made feel so dizzy dis morning, the left brain keeps pressing hard,cant sleep,tossing left n right over the night..So decided to see the doctor..n this part make me feel more drained!after the consultation for 30 mins, the doc told me that she will refer me to specialist..IF ONLY I KNEW, that there will be referral, i will rather bear with the pain..im no fan of meeting specialist, had one before n had to be under supervision for 1 and half years, it was no fun, to n fro to the hospital for routine checkup n consultation...n now new referral..hopefully, it will only be one-time checkup..Pray hard for that

Dear frens,pray for me that i will be fine..thank you

2007-06-23T11:47:00.000+08:00

Searching for Silver lining in the Dark Clouds

Alhamdulillah,it's weekend..Since im working, weekends are what ive been looking forward..every friday morning, when i go to registry, the admin person say "Yey,it's friday!It seems everyone is looking forward for it..

This week it was haywire for me..haha..as the current volume never goes down, new cases are coming in..first two days, it seems dat we manage to clear most of the old cases, n left the checkers to verify it..but on wed, they ask me to do new task-Pre process cases, arghh!putting the execution aside, i have to update all the pre process cases which are like mountains..can u imagine having to clear 180 cases in 2 hours plus barcoding n file away..i only managed to do 100 only, n feedback to supervisor the unit time is ridiculous!he agreed wit me, but it seems dat Aussie consultants disagree with it n found it's doable..Siou!with the slow system and interruption from lawyers who keeps calling us..

I told my supervisor dat i dont understand why cant i stick to what im doing, & stop asking me do this n dat, maybe im blunt n vocal ,who cares?im not a machine..i need to focus, n they there go, every new allocation they will assign new task - learn and do, n they expect it to be perfect!n just yesterday, they assigned me to handle valuation cases..imagine to absorb everything in 15min trainings aft my office hour..with my cases are left untouch..

hahaha!this is too much for me..im streching myself to the max which i find it good..i learn how to multi task, n just get ready for "surprises"..but at time,im just worn out,lost my focus n just want to get lost!the funny things are, most of the colleagues there ask me to find back up n leave the job, they said im still young n alot of opportunities awaiting for me..they told me that i'll never be happy working in bank..haha..

Having to deal with ol the haywires, i cancel most of my tuitions, only managed to attend 3 sessions instead of 5 sessions..Alhamdulillah, my tutees' parent are flexible & understanding :)

As title stated above im searching n waiting for silver linings in these dark clouds,maybe it is Gold!i believe so, not to worry, i will take it as much n as long as i can..taking dis as learning experiences..afterol, at the end of the day, behind every adversity lies is a blessing in disguise..just have to wait ya!

With Open mind & heart:)

2007-06-17T00:21:00.000+08:00

Should i Stay or Go?

Assalamualaikum readers(are there?haha).Finally, hav the chance to blog..have been so tired n under pressure lately..Two weeks in DBS as Bank Executive had made my life quite tough..there i go, blaming the environment of every difficulty in my life though im really aware the problems lie in me..wakaka

What can i say, im still green in workforce n there they go just leave me to swim by myself in the deep pool..hehe.Executing mortgage documents is not dat easy, it requires me to be fast & accurate, if not i will be reliable in disbursing the loans amount that can reach million of dollars..hehe.moreover, i have to execute about 150 cases plus other administrative stuff..
Besides, getting calls from lawyers for the status of their clients' loans can be very annoying..arghh!

Honestly, i cant really take the pressure, n the part where i have to stay after office hour really bothering me coz everytime i need to reshedule my tuitions which i found quite unfair to my tutee..:(

On the contrary, my assistant supervisor n avp told me dat im doing fine n they will assign new task for me..when i knew dat i was like huh?im still coping with the current task n now u're introducing new task to me..isnt dat too fast?i want to be trained n noe about the whole workflow which very crucial for me..

Should i stay or go? should i stay for experience n learn as much as i can since nowadays is nt dat easy to get job n furthermore working life will be the same afterall-PRESSURE..

Should i go ;do something dat i really want to do-get into islamic banking-doing financial planning or find a way to teach or be trained as teacher..its kind of tough. my tutor's parents and zaf ask me to be a full time tutor, but i dun tink it's gd option since im young n i need CPF,maybe will consider dat aft im married..hehe

im really half hearted- thinking bout family i dun really tink is best for me to give up my job n find something dat i really luv to do, but how far can i persevere?Only Allah knows

I really hope the actions taken later will not trouble anyone..n may Allah gives me strength to overcome series of challenges in my life:)

May Allah bless ol of us..Amin

2007-05-17T14:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum..Juz wanna share dis w u

A Beautiful Hadith

Rasulullah s.a.w(Peace be upon him) said : "When a man dies and his relatives are busy in funeral, there stands an extremely handsome man by his head. When the dead body is shrouded, that man gets in between the shroud and the chest of the deceased.

When after the burial, the people return home, 2 angels,Munkar and Nakeer (names of two special Angels), come in the grave and try to separate this handsome man so that they may be able to interrogate the dead man in privacy about his faith.

But the handsome man says, "He is my companion, he is my friend. I will not leave him alone in any case. If you are appointed for interrogation, do your job. I cannot leave him until I get him admitted into Paradise".

Thereafter he turns to his dead companion and says, "I am the Quran, which you used to read, sometimes in a loud voice and sometimes in a low voice. Do not worry. After the interrogation of Munkar and Naker, you will have no grief.

When the interrogation is over, the handsome man arranges for him from Al-Mala'ul A'laa (the angels in Heaven) a silk bedding filled with musk.

Rasulullah s.a.w (Peace be upon him) said : "On the Day of Judgement, before Allah, no other intercessor will have a greater status than the Quran, neither a Prophet nor an angel ...

2007-05-08T15:06:00.000+08:00

The Macritchie Trails

At last, i finally went to macritchie..Having hard time to find someone to accompany me..hehe.Alhamdulillah, farhana was there to join me..hehe.It was absolutely dirty/tiring/LOST day for us ..But alhamdulillah it was all FUN - to enjoy wonder of Allah..Subhanallah:)

till now i cant really differentiate between turtle n tortoise

dis are what we hate the most..

cheng tng lovers ought to noe dis

How delighted we were..we had to climb 6 storey high..again..pheew!

trying to stay positive- tho both of us were getting dehydrated

fully utilised the camera..haha

we saw this kind of signs more than 5 times, but yet we reach the TreeTop..arghhh!

@ last..HSBC TreeTop Walk..
Trail grade: Moderate to Difficult

help!i was super duper thirsty n hungry

we were lost- finding the way out..

finally found this army thingy- we had to climb a steep slope

yeh!heading to the main road-upper thomson road

Gentle Reminders to future trekkers(hehe)

1)Please Bring more bottles

2)Please have a heavy breakfast before you go- we burn nothing coz we only had slice of bread for our breakfast..

3)If u wanna go to Hsbc TreeTop, please take bus n alight at upper thomson road..it is nearer..dun be like us- we had to walk about 3 hrs to reach there..haha

4)Bring ur camera along

5)Finally,bring along ur sunblock..hehe

Bila Tiba Masanya-Kembali

2007-04-25T14:06:00.000+08:00

Bila Tiba Masanya-Kembali

Bila tiba masanya,
Semuanya akan berakhir
Seperti akhirnya bicara pujangga

Bila tiba masanya,
Semuanya akan diambil,
Hembusan nafasku akan ditarik
Jantungku akan berhenti berdengup

Bila tiba masanya,
Akan datang MalaikatMu menjemputku
Akan dililit tubuhku dengan kain putih itu
Akan diusung jenazahku ke pusara

Bila tiba masanya,
Tiada Engkau melambatkan atau menyegerakan
Segalanya telah dirancang dengan sempurna
Sebelum keluarnya aku dari rahim ibuku

Bila tiba masa itu,
yang hampir dekat padaku,
takkan aku mampu berlari lagi

Bila tiba masa itu,
tiada apa yang ku pinta
melainkan ringankanlah peritnya sakaratul mautku itu
mudahkanla lafaz syahadah ku padaMu

Sebelum tiba masa itu,
izinkan aku mencari bekalan lagi
mengungkap kata taubah ku
agar berat dacing timbalan kanan ku nanti
agar mudah ku miniti sirat mu kelak
agar tidak tercampak aku ke neraka jahanamMu

Dan bila tiba masanya,
akan aku kembali ke asal ku
kerana JanjiMu bukan dusta
melainkan Benar dan Pasti

Jus Me!

2007-04-06T18:22:00.000+08:00

Salam, how's everyone..im fine n im back, actually im jus reluctant to blog now, coz i jus dun want..

But i have things to share, sad n happy moments..hahaha

Ok, let starts with sad one n save the best for the last..Firstly, i left Iman for good aft two weeks there..I think my sweetie cutie there deserve someone better n i do think i need to be trained to be a real teacher..im ok to leave the job but i jus too sayang to leave my boys ang gals..haha. But ya, i hope i do dat not only for my self interest..sometimes i do feel im a fickle minded person n i do follow my instinct too much..azi ever said dis "Hidayah is a complicated person yet she knows wat she's doing n hav her vision".. I hope im dat kind of person.. i jus hope im given the patient to continue this journey of rocky path now..

Lets move on, pls dun laugh at me when reading dis coz i heard enuff of ppl laughing at me last wednesday nite..I went to Banquet Raffles to meet my fren, i reached there 1st n decided to go to toilet then..haha..actually no hurry to the ladies. i pushed the door n to my surprise i saw a guy smiling at me...Arggghh..I went to the GENT!!CAN u imagine how malu i was..i quickly apologized n closed the door n went to the ladies.. i stand in front of the closed-door cubicle, n again one lady approached me n said " miss, u can go in, there is no one there"...kwang2..paisehnye, dahla malu yg tad blm abis, here another one..n i heard giggles outside there n heard those guys talking about lady cuming in to the gent..haha
i jus stayed in the ladies for quite sometime n hope i dun bump w dat guy again when im out there..Fortunate enuf for me, i dun see his kelibat...nasib2

Enuf of embarassing n sad moments, let me share the happy part.. u noe wat aft for so long, i got to see someone dat i always wanna meet..Guess who? I saw zulkarnaen zainal - abg zul-uncle zul n watever i should call him..He still look gorgeous n humble as he is..with his G.I haircut, i doubt he will have a long hair jus like before, i saw him with his frens..wonder if he has child or now.. Too bad i jus saw him on my tv screen, kicking the ball..haha..His team TRFC thrashed his former team GUFC 3-2..Double happiness for me ..hehe:)

K, dats all..cu gals..adiozz..take care

Gentle Reminders for Myself

2007-03-08T23:04:00.000+08:00

Gentle Reminders for Myself

1) Nikmat terbesar dlm hidup adalah HidayahNya..Berusaha agar HidayahNya diberikan selalu.

2) Bumi Allah itu Luas, begitu juga rezeki..Jangan takut klu belum sampai rezeki, teruskan usaha.

3) Cuba tidak mengadu pada org tentang kesusahan Hidup, mohon dan terus bersimpuh kepadaNya.

4) Jangan mempertikaikan apa yg telah Allah tetapkan pada kita, apa yg diberikan hanyalah yg terbaik.

5) Nilai sesuatu lebih dari pandangan mata.

6) Jadikan sabar , redha dan pasrah perisai diri.

7)Hiasi malam dgn tahajud, taubat dan istikharah.

8) Sebesar mana ujian yg Allah berikan, Dia membekalkan hambaNya dgn segenggam kekuatan untk menghadapinya.

9) Yakinilah hanya dgn pakaian Taqwa, hidup akan menjadi bahagia.

10) Fall in love with Him first, and the other love will fall in nicely:)

Wallahua'lam

"Allahumma raddhini bi qadhaika wabarikli fima quddira hatta lauhibba ta'jila ma akharta wala takhira ma 'ajjalta"

"Ya Allah, Berilah Aku Keredhaan atas KetetapanMu, Berkatilah Aku pada yang telah diputuskan hingga Tidaklah Aku Ingin Mendahulukan yang telah Engkau Lambatkan dan Melambatkan Apa yang telah Engkau Cepatkan."

Di sebalik lukisan alam

2007-03-05T23:01:00.000+08:00

Di sebalik Lukisan Alam

Assalamualaikum

@ last the blog is ready with a new look..hehe.Thanx to azi in assisting me tho..

Firstly, rasa seronok sngt untk merenung latar belakang blog ni..n im gonna talk about it..

Bila dapat this skin, terus jatuh cinta..Simple concept tapi mempunyai makna yg terlalu mendalam for me..Combination of nature elements yg menjadi n i have my own interpretion of it..

Sun aka Suria : Sentiasa memancarkan cahaya , memberi harapan untuk sentiasa optimis..Adanya silih berganti dgn malam..Sinarannya yg jinga dan terik melambangkan suatu semangat yg membara spt bahangnya..

Awan & Langit: Awan yg sentiasa berarak lalu menandakan suatu itu harus bergerak & memintas..Tiada menunggu..Langit sentiasa tinggi, mendongak boleh namun tidak mampu dikecapi.. Sungguh terbatas kemampuan seorang mahluk

Laut: Sentiasa bergelora..surut atau pasang..Seperti hidup yg selalu dihujani ujian, adakalanya duga, adakalanya gembira.. Namun, disebalik geloranya laut & gelombangnya kehidupan..Luasnya rezeki & nikmat Allah, seluasnya lautnya yg terbentang indah..Cukup sempurna ciptaanNya

Akhir skali, bukan nature..buatan manusia..titian/jambatan..Yang nyata hidup ini seperti jambatan untuk Akhirat, ada penghujungnya..Titian yg diharapkan sentiasa lurus supaya tidak berpaling dari Syurga.. Titian yg ada hujungnya..namun tidak ketahui bila akan bertemu jalan mati-tidak menanti walau sesaat untuk menoleh kembali..

Indahnya hidup bersama Ilahi menjanjikan lautan bergelora, panasnya mentari, mendungnya awan akn ditempuhi dgn kemanisan iman & kekukuhan taqwa..& Rama2 akan kembali kepada Penciptanya dgn sayapnya yg tidak akan terkopak..

Renungi Alam ini dgn Pandangan Hati

Wallahua'lam:)

Jangan Bersedih

2007-03-05T20:33:00.000+08:00

Jangan Bersedih

Jangan bersedih
melihat secebis kekurangan dirimu
sedangkan masih ada segunung nikmatNya
yang alpha disyukuri

Jangan bersedih
meratapi sesuatu yang hilang
yakinilah Dia lebih mengerti
Dia pasti menggantinya

Jangan bersedih
memendam secuit perit dimungkiri dan dikhianati
tersenyumlah
masih ada sedulang janjiNya yang ternyata pasti
bagi dirimu yang sabar

Jangan bersedih
tiada perhargaan dari mereka
bertekunlah
mencapai redhaNya
menantimu sebuah istana syurga di sana

Jangan bersedih
menempuh setitis ujian
dariNya
sebaliknya ada limpahan rahmat
terselindung

Jangan bersedih
mengenang kabus hitam
yang telah berarak lalu
masih ada gerbang Taubat terbuka
masukinya sebelum terkunci rapat

Jangan bersedih
memikirkan jambatan hidup
yang belum tercipta
mungkin tiada sempat untuk dititi
mungkin tiada langsung ianya
di situ

Bersedihlah
membiarkan masa kini berjalan lalu
melepaskan detik ini berpintas
dengan sikap jahilmu
keangkuhanmu
pada Penciptamu